I Will Survive/Survivor

"Survivor / I Will Survive"

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
And I grew strong
And I learned how to get along

And so you're back from outer space
I just walked in to find you here, with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second, you'd be back to bother me

oh now, go walk out the door
Just turn around now
Cause you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?

I'm a survivor (What?)
I'm not gon give up (What?)
I'm not gon stop (What?)
I'm gon work harder (What?)
I'm a survivor (What?)
I'm gonna make it (What?)
I will survive (What?)
Keep on survivin' (What?)

It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh, so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry, but now I hold my head up high

I'm a survivor (What?)
I'm not gon give up (What?)
I'm not gon stop (What?)
I'm gon work harder (What?)
I'm a survivor (What?)
I'm gonna make it (What?)
I will survive (What?)
Keep on survivin' (What?)

Thought I couldn't breathe without you
I'm inhaling
You thought I couldn't see without you
Perfect vision
You thought I couldn't last without you
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without you
But I'm livin'

Thought that I would fail without you
But I'm on top
Thought it would be over by now
But it won't stop
Thought that I would self destruct
But I'm still here
Even in my years to come
I'm still gon be here

I'm a survivor (What?)
I'm not gon give up (What?)
I'm not gon stop (What?)
I'm gon work harder (What?)
I'm a survivor (What?)
I'm gonna make it (What?)
I will survive (What?)
Keep on survivin' (What?)

I'm a survivor (What?)
I'm not gon give up (What?)
I'm not gon stop (What?)
I'm gon work harder (What?)
I'm a survivor (What?)
I'm gonna make it (What?)
I will survive (What?)
Keep on survivin' (What?)

On no no I
I will survive
For as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give
I'll survive
I will survive
Hey hey

I'm a survivor (What?)
I'm not gon give up (What?)
I'm not gon stop (What?)
I'm gon work harder (What?)
I'm a survivor (What?)
I'm gonna make it (What?)
I will survive (What?)
Keep on survivin' (What?)

I will survive

Looking for motivation, and keeping the self strong (:

Appreciate (珍惜)

人就是那么奇怪。

当你失去了，你就会懂得怎么珍惜你所拥有的。

生活在这个世界上，真的要懂得珍惜。

不懂得珍惜的人，永远不会觉得幸福。

不管拥有多少，都依然会觉得不幸福的。

所以朋友们，记得要学会珍惜和懂得满足哦！

Humans, we're really one weird species.

One will never know how to appreciate. Once you've lost it, then only you'll learn how to appreciate.

Everyone living on this planet, should know how to cherish; doesn't matter things, or people.

If one does not know how to cherish, he/she will never feel the happiness;

no matter how much one has.

My dear friends, please learn how to cherish everything you have and also be contended. 

Then you'll see that happiness isn't that hard afterall (:

Week 10 of Y1T3

Last week, was indeed a very memorable week for me.

Went home on a Friday night, then back in Kampar for meeting early in the morning on Sunday.

So..Last Saturday was MGS gathering, and I went as a senior of SMC's 4th Unit Rangers.

It was OKAY I would say. Not very awesome, but not that bad either.

Nothing much, just spent the time watching their performances and encouraging them juniors.

Gatherings would NEVER be the SAME again. Sigh.. (if you know what I meant).

Anyhow, congratz to the juniors for the awards! (:

Okay, back to Sunday.

So, I came back early in the morning, without breakfast, just to find out that the meeting hasn't even started.

But nevermind, after all those "talks", we finished up our decoration for the Guardian Angel board.

Oh yea, went out to Tesco and town to get some stuffs in between too.

It was overall a great event I would say. Not as many participants as we expected, but it's still good (:

Somehow, this event reminds me a lot of those moments in SMC; as a guide, a ranger, or even an interactor.

Especially those blood, sweat, tears, joy moments during the preparation of The Revolving Realm! (if you know/remember what was those moments)

We have had sleepless nights in order to complete the things-to-use for the event, but I kinda like that (I know I'm weird).

During the event, we pranked some of those participants by writing some funny "letters" or "notes" to them. Haha. Some of them actually replied to the letters! It's a fun experience I would say (:

The event ended on last Friday morning. We've learnt that caring is one of the very important element in life. Hopefully the participants get it and practice it too!

I've had my very first presentation last week too! We doesn't need to be dressed in formal, but smart casual.

Was not a really awesome one, but I felt that we're still good. Probably the FASTEST presentation that I've ever done cause Ms. Lucy actually asked us to be faster even before we start/when we're talking. LOL!

At least we all didn't hold any cue cards, and did prepare some small gift for the "audiences".

Ms. Chong wore our cute little green ribbon! :D

And regarding my previous post (link), it was really a shocking news. That day was really emotional for me, and it made me ponder about so many things that I've done in the past. Memories.. 

Hope the things that I've learnt will remain and be fresh always in my mind and heart.

Back in Ipoh early on Friday. Lunch in JJ with le mom. Then shopped for a while for BBQ event on this Thurs. Can't wait! Spent the weekend doing assignments, and OMG! 

I've never felt so guilty before throughout my time in Kampar. 

I'VE TOTALLY FORGOTTEN ABOUT ASSIGNMENT DEADLINE IS ON MONDAY (today)!

Luckily my groupmate called to ask about the details seriously! Phew..

Anyhow, I'm really greatfull for le groupmates (:

Dropped by le Alma Mater (SMC) with Princess Jeannie today. 

Dropped a note on the Rangers board too.

Then, we headed over to Chatime to just chill out. Silly princess literally threw back the money into le car thru' the window after I dropped her home. Told ya no need right? Tsktsk.

Btw, Mandy returns too! Mandy gave le iPad a name, Paddy. LOL! 

And her Samsung Galaxy Tab 10.1, Tabby (which is a cat!). Haha

Got home and packed up, then drove back here to Kampar.

The journey was fine, not very jam nor jam-free either.

Had a blessed dinner with le friends (Jamie, Gracey, Sharon, HueyTing) at old town.

Then we decided to go for karaoke session, but too bad "Big A Karaoke" closed down and we can't find "The Voice". Instead, we headed over for a pool experience at MaxBreak! 

It was as noob as ever cause we're all inexperienced! HHAHAHA!

But still, fun times (:

This video's good! (except for the fact that they're oversized :P )

Anytime You Need A Friend - The Beu Sisters <3

Vitamin C - Friends Forever. Those were the days (:

- P/s: Pictures couldn't be uploaded :/

21st March 2012

I know I should be sleeping at this hour, but I just have to share out my feelings today.

I've never thought of such traumatic events would actually happen in life, 

well..at least not to somebody that I know. 

But that made me recall my grandpa's death. 

We won't know, if what we hold, 

what we have today will be there the next minute or it will just disappear. 

But one thing for sure is that, we have it NOW.

So why don't grab it tight now, rather than regretting in the future?

Appreciate everything and everyone around you, that care for you. 

Even if he/she is just an acquaintance, appreciate still!

We'll never know if this acquaintance that we have now would be here the next moment.

Well..I've finally watched Glee's Season 3 Episode 14 - On My Way, 

and I find this episode unbelievably matched my feelings today; all of them! 

I teared in the class today, and I teared again while watching this.

I just gotta share these songs with everyone out there, and also Evelene, my dear friend.

Facts will always remain as facts, we couldn't change it. 

But we can always make new facts (=

Glee cast - Fly/I believe I can fly

Glee - What doesn't kill you (stronger)

I knew I shared this before, but it is really powerful. Great song!

Glee - Here's To Us

I would like to borrow this song and dedicate it to all those I knew, known, know, and will know out there. Here's to a better us! <3

Smile (:

One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful

I find this song addictive, and I find them cute too. Haha

Things that I've got for myself with the RM200 free book vouchers. 

Well, RM150 to be exact cause RM50 was spent by cousins (:

What's in the pile? My first ever "Golden Book of Desserts", books entitled Eat Pray Love, and a memoir of Jaycee Dugard about her Stolen Life, erasers, Pilot pens, and some craft accessories too! 

Was supposed to get some crepe papers for flowers too, but Popular doesn't allow discounts before I get my membership card :/ Had to line up to get my membership card in another lane after paying, wth?

Okay..these random posts recently are better than long long posts once in a few months right? So..yeah. Sorry for the randomness as I don't know how to post every bit of my feelings in the last few months. Random me blog shall be from now onwards (: