Had so many random McD moments for the past few days, which in fact did more or less turned my biological clock upside down. But at least I gained something from it (:
Anyways, had homecooked spaghetti for lunch yesterday, thanks to Calvin for the treat!
And a sip of Hoegaarden too :P
Deleted quite a number of friends in my Facebook list; which some I don't even remember approving or adding them! Ridiculous. How is it possible for me not to know them and they're in my friend list? I don't approve people I don't know usually. Hmm..
Couldn't resist my temptations any longer yesterday night.
Intended to watch Glee latest episodes (2 at once) before starting my engine to study for the night, and I ended up tearing during and after watching. Reminding me of good old days (":
And it's a tribute to the late Whitney Houston too!
Dance With Somebody (Who Loves Me)
My Love Is Your Love
So Emotional
Saving All My Love For You
Okay..The rest of the songs, Google it yourself. LOL
It's sad that they're graduating SOON! :/
Was supposed to study, but couldn't stay up any longer.
Slept at 1am+ and got up today feeling like a zombie with bad flu :/
Starting le engine soon! *determined*
Lack of time! Dying soon D:
Brisk walking is one of it, and I hope it's gonna work.
My days and nights are all upside down;
studying/chit chatting and staying up from noon till next morning, then sleep in the morning (about 8/9am).
Another point is that the weather's really crazy! It's either crazily hot, or rain all of a sudden but the heat is even worse after the rain. Gahh!
McDonald's probably my second hostel over here during this period of time. Lol
Failure In Disguise - Jayesslee's originals! This is one good song that I feel I have to share with all (:
Lyrics: Have you ever felt like you were the only one on the road? Have you ever wondered, "Where has everybody gone?" Have you ever felt abandoned? Have you ever felt alone?
Have you ever felt like just crying out for help? And then did you wonder "Will they even understand?" Have you ever felt a pain you could not bear? But the world, it goes around just fine anyway.
Well I, I hear your cry, And I, I feel your pain; I know you try so hard To make things right, To overcome This endless fight-- Just don't give up.
Have you ever felt like you just stepped over the line? And then, did you just pretend that everything was fine? Have you ever felt nobody knows who you are? Have you ever felt like a failure in disguise?
Well I, I hear your cry, And I, I feel your pain; I know you try so hard To make things right, To overcome This endless fight-- Just don't give up; Just don't give up; Just don't give up; I won't give up.
At first I was afraid, I was petrified Kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side But then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong And I grew strong And I learned how to get along
And so you're back from outer space I just walked in to find you here, with that sad look upon your face I should have changed that stupid lock I should have made you leave your key If I had known for just one second, you'd be back to bother me
oh now, go walk out the door Just turn around now Cause you're not welcome anymore Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye? Did you think I'd crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die?
I'm a survivor (What?) I'm not gon give up (What?) I'm not gon stop (What?) I'm gon work harder (What?) I'm a survivor (What?) I'm gonna make it (What?) I will survive (What?) Keep on survivin' (What?)
It took all the strength I had not to fall apart Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart And I spent oh, so many nights just feeling sorry for myself I used to cry, but now I hold my head up high
I'm a survivor (What?) I'm not gon give up (What?) I'm not gon stop (What?) I'm gon work harder (What?) I'm a survivor (What?) I'm gonna make it (What?) I will survive (What?) Keep on survivin' (What?)
Thought I couldn't breathe without you I'm inhaling You thought I couldn't see without you Perfect vision You thought I couldn't last without you But I'm lastin' You thought that I would die without you But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without you But I'm on top Thought it would be over by now But it won't stop Thought that I would self destruct But I'm still here Even in my years to come I'm still gon be here
I'm a survivor (What?) I'm not gon give up (What?) I'm not gon stop (What?) I'm gon work harder (What?) I'm a survivor (What?) I'm gonna make it (What?) I will survive (What?) Keep on survivin' (What?)
I'm a survivor (What?) I'm not gon give up (What?) I'm not gon stop (What?) I'm gon work harder (What?) I'm a survivor (What?) I'm gonna make it (What?) I will survive (What?) Keep on survivin' (What?)
On no no I I will survive For as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive I've got all my life to live And I've got all my love to give I'll survive I will survive Hey hey
I'm a survivor (What?) I'm not gon give up (What?) I'm not gon stop (What?) I'm gon work harder (What?) I'm a survivor (What?) I'm gonna make it (What?) I will survive (What?) Keep on survivin' (What?)
I will survive
Looking for motivation, and keeping the self strong (:
Last week, was indeed a very memorable week for me.
Went home on a Friday night, then back in Kampar for meeting early in the morning on Sunday.
So..Last Saturday was MGS gathering, and I went as a senior of SMC's 4th Unit Rangers.
It was OKAY I would say. Not very awesome, but not that bad either.
Nothing much, just spent the time watching their performances and encouraging them juniors.
Gatherings would NEVER be the SAME again. Sigh.. (if you know what I meant).
Anyhow, congratz to the juniors for the awards! (:
Okay, back to Sunday.
So, I came back early in the morning, without breakfast, just to find out that the meeting hasn't even started.
But nevermind, after all those "talks", we finished up our decoration for the Guardian Angel board.
Oh yea, went out to Tesco and town to get some stuffs in between too.
It was overall a great event I would say. Not as many participants as we expected, but it's still good (:
Somehow, this event reminds me a lot of those moments in SMC; as a guide, a ranger, or even an interactor.
Especially those blood, sweat, tears, joy moments during the preparation of The Revolving Realm! (if you know/remember what was those moments)
We have had sleepless nights in order to complete the things-to-use for the event, but I kinda like that (I know I'm weird).
During the event, we pranked some of those participants by writing some funny "letters" or "notes" to them. Haha. Some of them actually replied to the letters! It's a fun experience I would say (:
The event ended on last Friday morning. We've learnt that caring is one of the very important element in life. Hopefully the participants get it and practice it too!
I've had my very first presentation last week too! We doesn't need to be dressed in formal, but smart casual.
Was not a really awesome one, but I felt that we're still good. Probably the FASTEST presentation that I've ever done cause Ms. Lucy actually asked us to be faster even before we start/when we're talking. LOL!
At least we all didn't hold any cue cards, and did prepare some small gift for the "audiences".
Ms. Chong wore our cute little green ribbon! :D
And regarding my previous post (link), it was really a shocking news. That day was really emotional for me, and it made me ponder about so many things that I've done in the past. Memories..
Hope the things that I've learnt will remain and be fresh always in my mind and heart.
Back in Ipoh early on Friday. Lunch in JJ with le mom. Then shopped for a while for BBQ event on this Thurs. Can't wait! Spent the weekend doing assignments, and OMG!
I've never felt so guilty before throughout my time in Kampar.
I'VE TOTALLY FORGOTTEN ABOUT ASSIGNMENT DEADLINE IS ON MONDAY (today)!
Luckily my groupmate called to ask about the details seriously! Phew..
Then, we headed over to Chatime to just chill out. Silly princess literally threw back the money into le car thru' the window after I dropped her home. Told ya no need right? Tsktsk.
Btw, Mandy returns too! Mandy gave le iPad a name, Paddy. LOL!
And her Samsung Galaxy Tab 10.1, Tabby (which is a cat!). Haha
Got home and packed up, then drove back here to Kampar.
The journey was fine, not very jam nor jam-free either.
Had a blessed dinner with le friends (Jamie, Gracey, Sharon, HueyTing) at old town.
Then we decided to go for karaoke session, but too bad "Big A Karaoke" closed down and we can't find "The Voice". Instead, we headed over for a pool experience at MaxBreak!
It was as noob as ever cause we're all inexperienced! HHAHAHA!
But still, fun times (:
This video's good! (except for the fact that they're oversized :P )
Anytime You Need A Friend - The Beu Sisters <3
Vitamin C - Friends Forever. Those were the days (:
