Emptiness.

Me myself don't know why this title pop up in my mind. 

This post was written just because a decision within split seconds.

I am having my finals now, but instead of studying, 

I'm wasting my time on anything else BUT studying.

Thus, empty brains I have. Barely have the mood to study this semester.

Awesome me. Sigh!

Well, had my first paper; Counselling Skills on last Saturday.

Was okay I guess? Enough for a pass I guess.

Could have done better though if I put in more effort.

Had a bad flu on that day, and the exam room was FREEZING COLD!

Towards the last 30 minutes of exam, my hands were literally cold;

my fingers almost frozen. I had a hard time writing down the answers I tell you!

The admins of UTAR should learn IO man; 

if the environment's too cold it'll affect performance eh dude!

LOL. Okay. That's about first paper.

Headed back to Ipoh after exam. 

Sunday night was granny's 95th birthday celebration dinner.

Dinner was quite..happening? Lol.

I did enjoyed the feeling of couz gathering together and all though it's a bit weird.

I had very little pictures on that night; lazy and don't feel motivated to take much. Lol.

Spent some great times with family though there's awkward moments.

And guess what? We had DURIANS twice in a week! 

And both times truck loads! 

Okay..that's exaggerating but honestly, we had A LOT.

Haha. Satisfied! Yumms!

Almost got to drive back here for the following paper; which is in less than 36 hours! :S

Daddy agreed, but mom spoiled the plan! =/

Spent most of the time alone, but hardly studied anything. 

OMG. Someone really need to hit me hard on the head!

Had group studies; and thanks to them, I had more things to write in the exam paper!

Hopefully I can do better in the following/last paper!

That's all for now. I don't know why do I need this post for as well..Don't ask me. LOL.

Ciao~! (p/s: Picts will be updated later!)

人生必定会有许多的喜怒哀乐。

但这些喜怒哀乐也为我们的生活添上色彩。

朋友们，加油吧！

别让这些喜怒哀乐给打败了！

要坚强哦！（：

Delayed blogpost-Randomness.

As the title said, I was supposed to blog on last Thursday night.

But my iPad doesn't support blogspot at the moment and I've already packed my laptop..So..yeah.

Anyways, back to the story.

That night, I don't know why..after dinner, badminton and brisk walk, I felt the urge to continue walking alone falling into deep thoughts. What's in my mind? I don't know, I simply don't know. Lol?

I walked and walked for another half an hour or so alone till it started drizzling, just very slight drizzling.

All of a sudden, I was hoping that it will actually rain at that moment. Heavily I meant.

I felt the urge to feel the raindrops on my skin, to be drenched in wetness.

Random much huh? Haha. Well..That's about it for that night, cause it ended up not raining at all.

LOL.

不知为何，当晚真的很想领雨。

所以就傻傻的站在家楼下等待雨来。

结果雨还是没到。我就呆呆的等了15分多。

就像个傻婆。LOL。

Okay..Now, it's really near to finals. 

But before that, it's REALLY near to timetable registration again!

Which means, the time to make a choice is really here.

Which way should I go? 

Will the one I choose now be the one that I want in the future?

What do I want in the future? -Undecided-

How to choose? This question has been in my mind for about a week now.

Well..I hope my choice will be right. Just gotta follow my heart I guess? (:

有快要开始抢时间表了。

那就代表要做出悬着了。

该选哪一个呢？我所做出的选择会影响我未来的路吗？

我未来想要什么？我自己也不知道。真好笑。

我想，还是跟着自己的心去做出持选择吧？(:

After experiencing short trimester, I don't feel like having long ones anymore! 

It's kinda stress free for the very first time! 

Well..Not exactly "stress free", but way lesser compared to previous sems!

I guess I'll be moaning away when new semester begins (hopefully not!). LOL.

I know finals is freaking near but I am yet to study. Discrepancy eh? :S

Procrastination sucks! Every single time I tell myself to start studying early, yet, I fail to do so.

Epic failure I am. Hmm..Lack of motivation? I wonder. I hope I can counsel myself sometimes. Haha.

经过了段的学期，根本不想再度度过长的学期！

这是我唯一一次觉得没有压力。

也许不能说没有压力吧，只能说比较少压力。

希望我不会再新的学期开始时买元多多吧。哈哈

越来越接近大考了。

每一次都告诉自己要早点读书，结果还是一样没有早。

我真是会拖亚！

明知大考要到了，还不开始读书。真失败。

有时真得希望能辅导自己啊！哈哈。

That's all for now. Toodles!

Pictures say it all (:

Oh well..Sorry all for not updating on the posts that I've promised.

Shall just let the pictures tell the whole story (=

[p/s: The events are not in sequence]

60's Night. Partay hard! =D

 I love this pict! :D

<3 'em girls!

From left; Janessa, SockBoey, HueyTing, Me, Evelene, EePei & Jiayi.

Outings with Sweet 15_Colour 18 girls,

and Xinyi's farewell.

 From left; YeeMei, SzeLyn, Me, WenJie, EngYee & XinYi.

 Farewell my dear Xinyi. Waiting for your come back!

Outings with my good old friends (=

 From left; Me, PeiJun, PohYee, JinHwen, CheokYan & MunMun.

Finally a meet up after..2 years? with Zong!

K-session.

 My lovely amoi(s) - Jess & Bee!

Dear chica (=

4 mei's birthday celebration.

Sisters (:

From left; CaiEn, SockBoey, JiaYi, ShiWei, Me & HueyTing.

Communication English oral presentation's video shooting.

 The killers - JiaYi & EePei.

 The black market dealer - HueyTing.

The victim - Sharon.

Me? - The director/camera girl/etc. Lol

Good times! And here's the video (:

STOP HUMAN TRAFFICKING Campaign; 

our Teambuilding's virtual campaign, which I think is really good. Haha. 

 T-shirts designed by UngSockBoey <3

 Banner designed by LeeEePei <3

 Flyer designed by LeeEePei as well =D

 Invitation card's front cover.

 2nd and 3rd page of invi card.

 Back cover of invi card; designed by me.

Poster by UngSockBoey as well.

NOT forgetting; 

LOGO - designed by LingJiaYi.

Theme (Mummy) - designed by UngSockBoey.

All the hardwork in other parts from everyone and YeohHueyTing too!

We came out with all these in..2 weeks?
Kudos girls! I really wanna give credits to 'em girls.
I know I'm not really a good leader, but THANK YOU!
Seriously, couldn't have done it without you girls! <3

New Village Campaign; 

first ever campaign carried out in UTAR by the 18 of us! (=

(Well..actually 16.5?Hmm..)

 Group photo. 

From left;

First row; Me, Kharis, Jamie, EePei, JiaYi, Sharon.

Second row; Suchata, Grace, HueyTing, SockBoey, Keeran.

Last row; Winston, Eunice, YiShyan, Yvonne, KarPoi.

WeiYng MIA :/

 My dearest members; which I credited above.

From left; Me, EePei, SockBoey, HueyTing & Jiayi.

Evelene's group in the New Village Campaign; 

same day as ours, but ours stationary booth, theirs walking ones. 

Great job to you girls too! =D

From left; YikMun, Me, Evelene, EePei, KarYen, Pavithra, Janessa & Elizabeth.

Other events are as stated in my previous post; here.

And of course, more pictures in Facebook 

[including the other events which is not mentioned here].

That's all for now folks. Toodles! [=

身边的好友们，

希望你们每天都过得开开心心，

充满美丽的画面。

千万不要应小事而不开心哦！

祝福你们！

Thoughts.

最近在我身边的朋友都好像很多东西烦。

到底在烦什么我虽然不知道，但还是想鼓励大家一起加油! 

别让这些东西大败。要向前看哦！

这也是想要对自己所的一番话。

概烦还是不概烦呢？已经开始烦到没感觉了. *sings let it be*

Once in a blue moon.

I am about to go a bit off track of what I planned to blog about at the first place.

Well..it's 3.53am now and I am blogging. 

Yes, just a short one and it'll be a 'once in a blue moon' post (well..for me at least? cause I don't usually share my feelings openly?).

It is now 2 days away from turning into 19. Being 18, a last teenage year is quite harsh for me at times. 

Perhaps I am in the last year of Identity vs. Role Conflict stage (according to Jean Piaget)? 

I sometimes wonder if all my life (in these 18 years) I have been the true self. Have I discovered the true self in me?

Being in university has thought me a lot of things and these are experiences that money can't buy. It is all once in a lifetime. What more being an only child in the family.

I do realized that sometimes my emotions are aroused by just the tinniest bit of thing, and sometimes, these emotions kept me thinking if I am a normal person. LOL. It may sound exaggerating but it's all true. It's what I am thinking deep down somewhere in the brain, mind, and heart. 

I've realized that long holidays (time spent alone) kept me thinking of a lot of things; sometimes, unnecessary stuffs. It came to my mind that sometimes I am self-centered and that can makes me insensitive and hurt people's feelings very easily. I am truly sorry if I have hurt any of YOUR feelings, yes..YOU who're reading this. I am trying to change control my behaviour, trying really hard. 

Hopefully I can be a better person in the near future and if I did it again, please..PLEASE remind me. 

Okay..I don't actually know what I've been crapping for the past 15 minutes. So, I am gonna stop here. LOL

One last word, I don't know if I've chosen the right path in life..but I pray for strength to continue and help me realize it. 

Adios!