Once in a blue moon.

I am about to go a bit off track of what I planned to blog about at the first place.

Well..it's 3.53am now and I am blogging. 

Yes, just a short one and it'll be a 'once in a blue moon' post (well..for me at least? cause I don't usually share my feelings openly?).

It is now 2 days away from turning into 19. Being 18, a last teenage year is quite harsh for me at times. 

Perhaps I am in the last year of Identity vs. Role Conflict stage (according to Jean Piaget)? 

I sometimes wonder if all my life (in these 18 years) I have been the true self. Have I discovered the true self in me?

Being in university has thought me a lot of things and these are experiences that money can't buy. It is all once in a lifetime. What more being an only child in the family.

I do realized that sometimes my emotions are aroused by just the tinniest bit of thing, and sometimes, these emotions kept me thinking if I am a normal person. LOL. It may sound exaggerating but it's all true. It's what I am thinking deep down somewhere in the brain, mind, and heart. 

I've realized that long holidays (time spent alone) kept me thinking of a lot of things; sometimes, unnecessary stuffs. It came to my mind that sometimes I am self-centered and that can makes me insensitive and hurt people's feelings very easily. I am truly sorry if I have hurt any of YOUR feelings, yes..YOU who're reading this. I am trying to change control my behaviour, trying really hard. 

Hopefully I can be a better person in the near future and if I did it again, please..PLEASE remind me. 

Okay..I don't actually know what I've been crapping for the past 15 minutes. So, I am gonna stop here. LOL

One last word, I don't know if I've chosen the right path in life..but I pray for strength to continue and help me realize it. 

Adios!

Sorry dear blog.

So sorry my dear blog. As always, I've abandoned you once again. 

This time, for one whole trimester which is approximately 3/4 months!

Right..I don't know where to start. 

There's so much happenings these few months yet, I can't put them in words. 

Hmm..How should I start? 

Maybe I should just put a brief post up before updating one event after another individually.

First event, (well, the events that I remembered at least) was karaoke sessions with fellow friends.

Not only once, but thrice in a month! LOL. Major pk yo!

Then..studies, as usual, hectic shyt! 

First trimester of bachelor degree life..It's so much of juice I would say!

Events to be held, experiments to be carried out, LOADS..I mean LOADSSSSS of journals to be reviewed, never ending presentations, never ending reports, tests/exams, etc! Yet not forgetting..FUN TIMES! :D

There's so much ups and downs in this trimester. Blood, sweat, tears involved!

Friendships tested, ability to cope stress tested, thinking tested; well..basically everything that is needed in the above activities/to-do-list. Some were overcame, some were still unsure.

Let's just list down some of the things that I want to put as individual post for self reference (Not according to sequence).

1. New Village Campaign.
2.  New Village Project, Taiping.
3. Farewell for Xinyi.
4. Penang trip, a short one.
5. Visual campaign for Teambuilding and Leadership Skills assignment.
6. Communication English Oral Presentation's video shooting.
7. 60's Night.
8. Random - Grandma's sister's 50th wedding anniversary (Golden Marriage), Outings with mates in between, work, LPI workshop, house renovation and weird discovery at home, maid-of-honour's dress hunting, Mid-Autumn celebration.

I think that's all? What I remembered (with the help of pichas) I think. 

Don't really remember every single details but I'll try my best to recall.

Might combine some into one post, if I can't recall much.

 That's all for now folks! Toodles!